I haven't ever found something that could kill the love in me  
Though I let the men I love go free
Coz I'm not the traditional woman that makes a home 
I'm likely to leave you alone 
To grow into the boots that are you're own 
I'm likely to let you win and realise the game was thrown 
Coz I'm more than what I appear to be 
And I think it's time I let people see 
My heart is full most of the time
And I guess it's a damn crime 
I shut myself away behind doors 
Left the men that my soul adores 
And just coz there's more than one 
Doesn't mean that the sun 
Doesn't shine from the skin 
Of every man who steps into the shoes of Him 
I see Jesus in their eyes 
As though it's the Buddha in disguise 
Some kind of awakened consciousness
Or sentience I cannot discuss 
With anyone, anywhere 
I just want them to know I am there 
Always and forever 
And the flowers you drop will always be there 
As I pick the buttercups in the field 
Feel your breath on the wind and I yield 
To the warmth in my heart 
And I didn't mean for the end to start 
But it's just the way with some of these things
And most girls are after rings 
But I just appreciate Saturn in the sky
And think of how we all die 
Somewhere in the mist 
Some people don't even know they exist 
So surface play they swim the shallow pools 
And they put us in separate schools 
To keep the passion at bay 
But my heart knows the song your music play
Grooving to the tune of Paddy wearing an ear pierce
And the way his eyes would turn fierce
When he'd look at me 
So deep and dark and eternity 
And he'd utter a sharp word when his pride was wounded 
And it was like the ball had rebounded 
Back into my chest 
So I just dropped it like I do it best
But I still think of you sometimes 
I wonder if that is the worst of my crimes 
And I saw you in the Spiral Tree
I waited for you and you looked at me 
And I held the barrier so you could get in 
But I don't know if I would be woman enough for him 
I just know his soul spells the sky in me 
It's your light infinity