The control and the weariness
As I trek down the path they mark
But I think they’re stumbling in the dark
Trying to cut a swathe
I was a person the darkness saved
From being a rote learned bitch
It saw me open and made the switch
Now I’m the nothingness expanse
The emptiness when it starts to dance
And there is no way to compare
What was to what isn’t there
And Mooji says we’re cool
And I graduated from school
With the best I could
I swore I would leave that wood
Behind with my peace of mind
As Tru spoke to me and I took it to heart
There was a life which depart
And I met another pair of eyes
That looked at me with no disguise
And he is the Heaven and Earth to me
It’s fifteen years and I let him see
That a gravity in his bones
Walked me right out of my alones
And she was by my side
I dunno why I thought to hide
What was real and raw
From the viciousness of an outlaw
Who abides not in time
It’s all I can do to make it rhyme
Zippered in a tent so tight
And I wonder if we’re alright
In the place it hurts
I don’t want to make it worse
But I think you need to hear it from me
I take off my glasses and now I see