I felt the wind of death blow through me
I felt the chill in my veins
I felt the ice of subterfuge
I felt a thousand hunger pains
I felt every single cry
That ever had been uttered
In the kingdom of damned
In the words the evil muttered
Because hell may be real
Or mental illness true
But all of it happens
In the space of You
The primordial of being
The supreme of I
The magnificence
That can never die
And we teetered on an edge
We teetered on a hole
I fought tooth and nail
For every single soul
For every single one
For every single breath
There is not a single one
That I would forget
And when the war is finished
When the war is done
We will have to look
At what we have become
At what we let happen
To grow and to pollute
But your time is up
So be the Resolute

The air in my lungs was Viva la Vida
And we high fived into Receda
But when we looked young, we really were old
And I read a story that you’d been told
About an age of darkness to come
And a humanity to succumb
I read the lines you painted me
About the people and the free
About the hunger and the war
The famine and what its for
And though I nodded my bones shook
There was more than that it took
To be a new kind of suicide bomber
Blow up the cities that won’t stand any longer
To blow up the guns and the ammunition
To stand firm in our position
And in the ardent trust of our love
We channeled the higher from above
To rebirth a new age
To rewrite the same old page
To be strong and be unique
I already know, you don’t need to speak

I remember being eleven years old and seeing the towers fall
And to me it was as nuclear as day that karma would come to call
Because when you anger a beast and when you poke its sides
You better watch yourself or its wrath will come alive
And the hunger of a forest that was eating itself
Became a dynamite to hurt someone else
And I watched as it ensued, I watched it all unfold
I watched and I wondered if there would be a growing old
For the winds of change they blew
And somehow inside I knew
That the hand of death
Lay somewhere within that regret
So to a secret plan that we hatched together
To circumvent the narrative of the bad weather
I flew to New York City and there I meditate
I sat at the foot of the hill in another state
And there it was all sacred, there it was all peace
There was all the love for the ones who did decease
And hampering the honour, learning from the gun
I felt inside a darkness that was another one
I felt inside a rage of repressed humanity
And I asked that it be held and expressed inside of me
Immediately the ocean dragged me so far below
I lost the rhythm of my heart and the knowing where to go
For in becoming an anchor of an errant tide
It was a struggle to bear weight so that we could survive
But now the sky has cleared, do you feel it in the air
I’m cautious but I know something is hanging there
In a soft moment, the dawn of a new age
I always said I was a writer so let this be the page
And I will write a new story about love and circumstance
Let the Devil and his Equal learn the people’s dance

Decide by committee
Approve by popular vote
I hand you my jacket
When you needed a coat
Before you stood me up
Out in the rain
And told tales of me
And the causes of pain
But look in the mirror
If you want to deflect
Because there are somethings
I’ll never reflect
That you can only find
In those blue eyes
Everyone lives
But nobody dies

Don’t fight the fire, just let it go
There’s no point in building a building to throw
There’s no point in winning a war to lose
Death is all that we can choose
Because when you go marching to a soldiers beat
You must close your eyes and feel the heat
And feel the march of a new dawn
I thought I was a leader instead of a pawn
Of the Satan wrath and tap
But he took something I can’t get back
To hovel and to scrounge my life
I did it once, I won’t do it twice.

Domineering, rash and a little mean
So much for paving a dream
When all I get are spindle web ends
And the pain of being friends
But when you follow the march of time
Everything turns out fine
Coz one thing I know though I’m younger than you
Is you can only be black and blue
For so long before you break
Grab back your clothes and take
Them from hands than didn’t hold
And never deserved your soul
To rest it in the seat of your heart
I raise my glass and I depart.

Trying to circumvent the Personal Gain
But there is no way around
Whatever I do and whatever I say
It comes out with the same sound
That I am Protector of the Realm
And there is no way but this
I have to recognise
The Truth of Love is his
And walking in the shadow
Of the dark recompense
I left him for Love
Now its in the present tense
I left him for the past
That was growing deep inside
Not to keep my friends
And everyone else alive
The self sacrificial victim
The martyr of our time
You don’t have to choose
Between Love and the Sublime
For one and the same
Is the only way to be
He gave himself to Love
When he took it from me

You drag me down, you pull me up
You possess and call it love
Because there is something that you need
I am the thing you greed
But I am not a toy or stuff
I am white fire love
I am open air
Look inside, there’s no one there
So let go and you will see
You were holding you not me
And that is all you seek to be
The container of the free
So release and renew
I have nothing against you
But stand for no kind of shit
You want to care, well this isn’t it.

The death I died was not of the body
But of a love that is made of me
And into the light, into the sun
Broken back into being the one
Where all is resplendent and all is joy
All is wonder when it comes to the boy
All is magnificent power and glory
All is more than waking a story
It is a lift that will rise
The thing that only ever dies
It is the passion and it is the fury
Don’t look for it here or try to procure me
Turn your eyes inward to the domain
The Castle within that will reign
And when the midnight meets its end
Then you could say that we are friends

I don’t want anyone to see
Everything I’m going to be
Because of the fearsome edge
The not understand in what I said
The don’t know in where I go
The never be that tries to slow
And the blame lies so fast
In the angels of a past
That I could never reach
The backward drag is all I teach
To shout and proclaim
All I know is the name
Of never wanting what may
I was born to go away

There are a thousand shards of glass
On the parapets of my wall
To keep all the people out
So that I can fall
Down by myself
Anytime I like
And not have to hold up
Just to seem alright
Because life may be hard
But to be true
You have to let it in
When death pierces you

I try to be bad but I’ll never be
I don’t want anyone to see
Because the marching of an age
I will split the bargain page
And spill the ink, spill the line
Do it again another time
Write my will, write it good
Write the words in my own blood
Because I promised body and soul
And you split the whole
Into a both half
If it wasn’t awful, I would laugh
That we tore open the veil of hell
And split the firework as well
For daring to love that way
Please don’t fucking go away
Don’t make that choice but its too late
I already see it in your face
I already know, its plain as day
Despondency I can’t make stay
Another breath, another year
What is time, another tear?
I begged, I rolled, I asked the cave
To take my life so I could save
The only man that ever was
The only reason because
I ever walked in these shoes
I was born screaming without you
So don’t laugh and say its nothing now
I know better than you do somehow
And see clearer and more fine
Pierce the incisiveness of time
Just let it hang like fallen leaves
Everyone dies, everyone grieves
Everyone breaks apart the stone
Everyone goes home alone
Everyone is nothing now
Everything is what you take somehow

I miss you, like a lost opportunity to be understood
Back in the day I thought I was good
And I don’t need lies from all the people
About a tower, a church and a steeple
I know what I am or what I became
I already know that I’m not the same
I don’t need words from any of you
Telling me things or what to do
Because the reading is in a book that I wrote
Pick a page and I’ll give you the quote
So when the stories want me as their sage
I tell them no and they call it rage
When really its just the walking away
Because they cannot hear all that I say
In the silence I crave to own
I love and I miss the feeling of home

I switched it off because the pain
Was too much to bear again
After losing you just one time
I had to keep it with mine
Or I would’ve lost the life I own
I know we’re different and we’ve grown
But we will always be the same
And I hang my coat upon your name
I hang my heart upon your beat
I lay my sword at your feet
For you will and have always been
The King to my mighty Queen
So when the fragile breaks apart
Please don’t let it start
To crack walls and break the din
I’ll trust in you instead of Him
If you promise to never leave
And I can again believe
In something more, in something true
In another you
Instead of the adversary
Always daggering at me
I promise always to be real
If you let me feel
And in that so I can heal
It’s not my life but death you steal

“You’ve changed” she said and the words rang true
It sounded like “I don’t know you”
And I stood my startled feet
Listening to your heartbeat
As it rang in my ears
So I stopped all the tears
And swore to never cry again
Over a would be friend
But you had me at hello and now I lose
The power to even choose
The forgiveness in your stare
The freedom of being there
Call me perfect if you want
But my shadow is born to haunt
The halls of where we walk alone
The fields that I used to roam
Before time stole it all from me
Now graveside that I call free
As I stand like silent dog
To orate the years of fog
In losing Love to the absolute
A Death you can’t compute
An answer to never be
Why do you take him from me?
The grief, she said, so long
I forever will be strong
Than fall to caring futily
He will take it all from me
And never give it back again
The one, the other, doesn’t mend
Just repeats the same old song
You can love, just not for long

The self cannot die, do I make myself clear
You need to change the name my dear
The one eternal constant light
Springs forth from your sight
And I do not justify
I guess now I know why
It is an impossibility
That death could take you from me
For what remains ever is
And what lives just forgives
The monuments, the growing old
The stories that we never told
So hear ye, hear ye and kneel
The monsters are an even keel
To rage and betray
It is fine to turn away
And trust in the solid strength
If you look it never went
Away from where it used to be
Don’t trust in them, trust in me

All men must die but you live forever
At least as it is in me
I walk out onto the battlefield
But I walk out there free
Flying my dragon over in a flame
I don’t want the glory but they will know my name
When I sweep the world with encompassing light
To ignite the shadows living in the night
To bring back the dead who have hungered for release
To break the chains of interminable decease
And one truth remains and I say it again
Valar Morghulis but we are not men
But something else entirely never to be seen
You take the armory and I’ll wake the dream

Death and Love, the over pass
One’s got style, the other class
One walks in with air and thunder
The other waves while you go under
But both kiss at the edge of time
Both smile when they undermine
With compassion in a stare
That is just because its there
And men have bodies that will die
Women have the wonder why
But neither are in the same both
Death and Love in the same boat

There is only one God and his name is Death
That is something you should not forget
The one absolute, the one permanency
The one thing that will not escape me
Held in every heart and soul
Held in every rib bone
Held in every multitude
Is the darkness I exude
In the power and in the flight
In the art of the fight
In the beauty of midnight
Is the one thing I invite
With open arms unto me
Try their best but I am free
To be the unafraid of fear
Strike the gong when I come near

 

The Devil is an artificial system of thought
Not a lie that you caught
So make sure you have not bought
Anything much of aught
But keep your whistle clean and dry
The True Love will not die
But rise evermore anew
I am not after you
But building in ardent faith
A New World outside the hate
To kiss and to Make Love
Answer the call from above

You can say that a-fucking-gain
I do remember when
All the leaves and fields were green
And I’m still who I’ve always been
Though I break rank and decry
People say the child will die
I say no and wake the storm
It has to burn to be warm
No climate change but Gaia’s wrath
They took her power, now we take it back
From the mongrel dogs who preach
The lesson that I came to teach
Is that the Devil is a leech
And he here dies underneath my foot
I absolve the black as soot
To only be the ash of rust
Left in my wake like dust
To be my head held high
The Lion that will never die
But continue as a King
The Circle of Life in Everything

I ride the Ascension Wave
To be the one to save
To be the one to Die
So that I can Rise
So that I can be reborn
An end is coming to the storm
Can you feel the power
In the auspices of a tower
In the reverberatory love
In the height up above
I signal and the march goes on
The water stills and I am gone
The ego to satisfy
Must be the ending to lie
In the forests and in the fields
Give way girls and the thing yields
And breaks into your hands
The forgiveness in your demands

The death of a dream you sold to me
Or I bought from the sea
And I don’t know and I don’t care
Now you’re not even there
But wandering with no feet
And daggers, daggers when we meet
Though I can’t fathom the resolute
You play me coz I’m a flute
Then run and go, run and leave
For all that I did believe
And all that I thought what is
I’m not even yours or his
I’m my own to always be
In existence eternally
In the midnight and in the fire
The world is a big fat liar

Smile I said, in my rock hard dreams
I do love those custard creams
But you threw tea back in my face
For all that I do deface
For merely my presence here
You will feel my absence dear
I’m not a little chick
I know how to own the bitch
And you won’t make the guilt come slow
You wanted me and now I go
To ring the bells you say I can’t
This didn’t go as planned
But how and ever, here’s the truth
To hell with the glory of my youth
I will live the Present Peace
All else can do the dark decease

Fire arrows set your bows
I remain among what goes
I’m not here to pull the switch
But raise the Light and be it
Raise the beauty for the Mass
Raise the energy with class
Raise the dead and raise the free
Come walk those boots with me
And if you should faint and fall
Watch while I hit the wall
To break it down, to crack the ledge
I never will be what you said
I never will be what you say
Go the fuck away
I will not chase, I will not simper
If you’ve got hair then you can crimp her
I, the only one to be
Try your best, you won’t beat me

They fought the fire and the thief
But I am the “Belief”
They paint the trail that I hunger
Rain on me and kill my number
But I am not what you say
Don’t live on the music that you play
I rise again to be reborn
Don’t wake the dead without the storm
Don’t wake the ash without the fury
You can be judge and jury
And stamp the foot you’ll never be
Buy bullets and shoot them at me
And if you kill me, so whatever
I raise my fist and say never
You will never kill my Light
But you can try if you want alright
Try your best and get it done
Go to hell then, I’m the One

I will not be silent I will be heard
I tried not to speak a word
Because I thought that was the deal
Don’t tell anyone how you feel
But how you feel is this
Love can be held in a kiss
Not just the march divine
But the honest that is mine
When I look into your eyes
The Love inside that never dies
The redemption that you speak
Is the answer that I seek
And I devotionally the one
Will be effortlessly undone
By anything you say or do
I’d do anything for you
In love or in circumstance
Don’t look away, take a chance

Don’t trust what you see, trust what you know
I volunteer but I don’t go
Because the best way to break the chain
Is to let them see that its in vain
And what they do I do resist
My life is not a subsist
And I will die for this
Not heaven hanging in a kiss
But love born to be a new
This is what I will do
So don’t fall behind and lag my skin
I didn’t love you, I love Him

Embody the evil you want to be
The Destroying Angel was set free
To fire breathe and dragon breath
I’m always red in regret
Resistance is futile I said to him
I can never seem to win
No matter, I try and fail
And the winds of change impale
But he whispered into ears
I’ll see you in the tears
And when the bulletstrung is done
You will come home to the One
The Why exclaimed, but tell me now
No answers did he allow
Simply this, watch and learn
I will make you Burn

The sheep in the coat of wool
The line that I pull
The dagger that I sear
The age of ending comes near
For Armageddon was last year
The fire burst into my sphere
And I let the killing fall
Did you notice the freefall
As the tumbles fell themself
I felt it as did someone else
In my mind, in my body
In my soul that I embody
You wanna live a life cool
Well, sit down like you did in school
And play the girl, not the crime
The deal was sealed when I stopped time

I lived by the lie in you
Didn’t trust the truth but you did too
And I’ve been hyper aware
That it always has been there
Like a match, like a switch
Like a trigger, kill the bitch
Coz I won’t live this life alive
If dying means I must survive
So come what may, come as you are
Break the age of the star
And love the darkness in reverb
I follow Kings, I do not serve

The Hunger Game I saw in you
Fuck the system? I will too
Though I don’t know exactly how
I know you do too somehow
In our little meet to match
The going and the not come back
The threaten that we made us do
The love that will pull through
As we stretch the cords so vast
Across the age of everlast
To pull the seam and lift the veil
Don’t understand but impale
And do as I tell
You trust me as well
As I also have you
On three? One…Two…

 

You have to be dead to be alive
And my own dead I did survive
In the fall in the class
I left and I did not come back
Although something did remain
A vestige of the pain
To grow and fester wounds for years
I built a monument to tears
Til you tore my hunger down
When we both agreed to drown
To break the games and fuck the Lord
Do I have your word
Cause you have mine, a two for two
I don’t trust them, but I trust you

You became completely obscured
In the arcane that I procured
In the laughter that I thunder
In the hard of going under
And when the bullets ran my skull
The water rose, the lever pull
The anchor for the dead to rise
The low instead of highs
The master plan instead of thieves
The one who always believes
To follow a dark path
Of going and not to come back
But when this wildfire is through
It is I who will meet you
Not sacred girl but scared thief
And vision that’s beyond believe
Break the seal, the wolves you run
The Horsemen, it is done

Saving the world is what saves me
A reason that forgave me
A power that tumbled down
An anchorage in the town
A master plan I couldn’t see
But that always trusted me
Even when I couldn’t trust myself
I put my faith in something else
To guide me out and home
My reason is not alone
The only thing to march the tide
Of keeping myself alive
When the dragons haunt the halls
In windowpanes and freefalls
In doorslams and perfect thunder
In tidal waves and in going under
And when the overpass will launch
My character will kill the paunch
That has kept me holding back
The years in which I lack
The people in which I live
Have died and gone, I do forgive

The Golden Sexuality
That exists between the sea
And the moon that moves the tide
Is electricity in our eyes
Is the fire of perfect thunder
Is the absence of hunger
Because the fullness of our souls
Is the eve runs of wholes
And in the nights that we don’t talk
Together do our spirits walk
Out against another harsh
Arm in arm in the dark
Now I don’t dare speak your name
And Lord knows you do the same
But somewhere in the mists of time
You have to trust that you are mine
And will be remade in my arms
Ring no bells and no false alarms
For this will be done as such
I love you, very much

I watch over him like the Lord
Protecting him with my word
That is stone solid true
You know I believe in you
And can hold this paradigm
It had to be this way, its fine
Just can you put your trust in me
You’ll see the way its gonna be
You’ll see how it will work
I’m not saying that it won’t hurt
But in the building of a bridge
The forestry must be let live
And entitled to a little give
Like sand running through a sive
Though every catch and every run
Is seen by the higher one
The union of a paradise
Don’t tell me that I wasn’t nice

The foretelling was years ago
I picked up in ’11 what I needed to know
And handed down a broken wire
To a man born to take it higher
With the hands to lift the stage
And write the words on the page
I dunno how I know, I just do
And I know that it is you
So New Earth come what may
I’ll see you in the dawn of day
In the light to crystallise
The beauty in David’s eyes

Lets go Batman, its a ride or die
Just don’t let ’em see you cry
Or catch you shudder in the dark
You know them demons in the park
Have it out and in for us
The parallels of perfect love
The towers of perfect strength
The vision of heaven sent
And I know it could cost our lives
I’ve done this a thousand times
With each schematic more refined
And it must be this way defined
For in the polarity that we hold
We can raise the getting gold
Don’t fall and do not stumble
Imma roll and tumble
But will be pulled out anew
You know I rely on you
A tag team of perfect peace
Lets watch this sigh release

I was undercover with the A-Team
And my mission, smash the dream
I saw eyes and I saw people
Crash the towers and burn the steeple
Do you feel it yet, do you not hear?
The winds of change blowing crystal clear
The prophesied has been foreseen
I held within every scream
Of every child and every mother
Every sister and every brother
To be the base metal alchemy
I’ll die before I set it free
The Pandora’s box in me
Won’t kill the King I’m born to be

I’m a frequency holder though I look like a fool
I fuck up on purpose to make it look cool
And to turn the spin into the wheel
Here is how I cut the deal
I play the pretend in every heart
In to the dark to make an art
And when the jungle has been reborn
I call in the other storm
To sweep the stopper from the fold
To call the hills and the girls gold
To smash the break and kill the might
I will be the dynamite
To blow the structure they contain
Into bits in the rain
Do you see it now? Do you heed my call?
I don’t respect a brick wall
But smash the bits into little shards
Don’t cry when it gets hard
Until you know what I’ve said
We’re leaving Hate not Love for dead

Cool your jets and shake them beans
This is the unseen
Rising to quench the storm
I don’t live inside the warm
But the fire that is heart
An inferno I did start
To burn all their towers down
Like cigarettes to the ground
Like dust in the fall
Like hitting a brick wall
The purpose of life is this
To Love and then to LIFT!!!

Twin Flames Unite, the edge is on
The grid of light is nearly gone
And ready to be all switched up
The matrix made out of love
Here is the mission state
We were born to kill the hate
To break the overlay of lies
That cover humans with their dies
We were born to sing this song
Stay strong and do not go wrong
The time is upon us here
Can you feel it my dear
The might and the rushing water
The sun and every daughter
Lifting weight to the sky
I’m Atlas, can you hear my cry

The 144000 heeded the call
And the marginalise is to fall
Can you feel the roaring thunder
The darkness is going under
I can feel the deep pervade
Breaking into a fade
I am fine and held up
Though God knows it took Love
And Trust and Faith and all the rest
I was born to be the best
And you were born to be strong
I know I’m right, I’m never wrong.

Let it rise, the Event is here
Can you hear the crystal clear
Ring in every rainbow child
And the starseeds who are wild
The New Earth has been born
The Love outside of form
The building of a new great
Turn it to the next page
And watch the crumble ensue
I did this for you
And the eminent domain they grate
Will disappear into fate
The one and then the other
I told you I could take it brother

The shadow of death crosses everyone’s eyes
Everyone who lives surely dies
And I watch the play of the dark
Pierce through every heart
As each step writes its wall
I will see through it all
To know and to become
What I saw when I was young
But it is a piercing scream
To be the One to lift the dream
From a thousand human hearts
Living like this in the dark
It is a shudder cry
To fear every long goodbye
Lest the mountain come to play
The night at the end of the day
But every midnight knows inside
The sun sets only to rise
On the Earth remade for me
I promised I would set you free

Evil will rise again
To quench what you said my friend
For I am not to justify
The lie in your goodbye
The armor in your smile
The delinquency for a while
And when the sugar loaf is eat
Then the demon will be beat
He wears your name, he walks your shoes
And you will pay your dues
For daring to think that you
Could tell me what to do
I make my bet and lay my chips
Make sure that your up for it

Think you can degenerate my name
I’ll beat you at your own game
In the subtlety of defense
In the words you never meant
In the rising of an edge
Of a sword in what you said
To brittle and to break the bars
You never really had my heart
In the eons and the night
In the fire and the fight
In the fury and the pain
Do your worst and let it reign.

I let the vultures feed
Take whatever you need
And if you should make me bleed
Then make it count or you will see
My vengeance reign supreme
On the lies within the dream
Do not come for the Golden One
Or your days to live are done
Don’t watch the clock you set store by
Its over now, so let it die

My partner in crime sold me down the river
Don’t let the words slip from when you give her
And I was buying the bulletproof
While you walked your boots aloof
To my ever being there
Darling, don’t talk about care
When we both know, well I do
This was all about you
Getting what the glory win
Would aspire to in him
And sitting down on my face
Put that girl in her place
For daring to rise the fire
I don’t go low to go higher
I go low to sink down
The deeper around the town
And gather up the inmates
Bust them to hell outta this place
So bring me what you have to sell
I will take that aswell
And when the story has been burned
You will see the tables turned