The streets are awash with my well worn fame But just coz you know my name Doesn’t mean you know what I am And I have a plan To be the best thing since sliced pan But I get interrupted And things must be adjusted To fit my frame I used to love the game There was that time my vision narrowed Watching films and the haunting harrowed As everyone just moved on The place where I stood was long gone And images rose up like a screen Popping bubbles in the dream And I lay in bed Trying to quench the firestorm in my head At eighteen In Roebuck Hall stifling a scream Into my pillow Now she’s released Willow Into the world And I’ve grown up a girl Into a fortress strong Resilient that could never be wrong And I spilt ink all over the page Used my pen to rage and rage Instead of caging the beast I let the paper become the feast And devour the pain inside I don’t think I need to hide Coz I know there’s a whole plethora Of people who wish they didn’t know that That which I’m talking about And the words that came out of my mouth Were confused and afraid Like the sun had just put me in the shade But it’s all in the past Though the strength will last Some kind of quantum leap In consciousness that doesn’t sleep Even when my eyes close Are there reasons for everything, only God knows