I scream but it doesn’t bring her back 
And sometimes all you can think about is what you lack 
And I saw her at fifteen washing the dishes
And I know that in spite of all of our hugs and kisses
I will have to say goodbye to her
And does that mean what we were 
Will cease to exist 
And I have to let the mourn
Become something new that’s born
Because they say to move on 
But there’s a space where you’re gone
And nothing will ever be the same again 
I could fall into the men 
I crave and creep towards 
But at the end of the day its only words 
When what you love will surely die 
No matter how you try and try
And insidious is the despair 
When you realise that they’re not there 
Anymore
And the open door 
Where it was always closed coz we were sitting at the fire
And I tire 
Of the baseless platitudes 
I just remember the charisma you exude
And how now we stand at a cold grave
For nothing can save
Anyone of us from our fate 
Should I have went on that first date

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