The Winter I Endured

The winter I endured
Was far from pure
The snow was tinged with scattered blood
And it was anything but good
As the forest turned to trees with eyes
Out to get me in my disguise
And they may say agenda
But I would always defend ya
From the forces that come to pass
I sat in the young adults group before I hit twenty four
They’d get you to talk behind a closed door
Like it was some kind of club
While you’re dosed up on some drug
And I remember a boy who slurred his speech
Is this the lesson that they teach
To all of us
That the broken trust
Will lead us to the promised land
But their broken promises are all sand
As they try to dampen your spirit
I’ll say it loud so that everyone will hear it
And Teresa in the bed across
Was shocked half to death by a girl boss
And told it would heal her depression
But here is my confession
That, though I shook and though I wake
I did it all for her sake
Shouted to the dragon in her bed
Said, follow me instead
Coz I can carry the weight
And she cannot stand the hate
And I sat by Shauna’s side
If this was the only reason I’d abide
In that place for a thousand years
I grabbed a bucket to catch their tears
And I would face all of their fears
With them so they wouldn’t be alone
Now friends are clicking on a phone
And I watch them search
For a place to land that doesn’t hurt
And they say social media is hell
And I’ve certainly lived to tell
The scéal
And the tale
Is long and well worn
But I am certainly not forlorn
When they put me on the “done”
I’d rather take a hash brownie or scone
Because what they prescribed
Only ever made me feel less alive
It’d be enough to drive a man to drink
Or a woman to overthink
The things she does by instinct
But God cleared up the flood
And I taste and see that the Lord is good
And he will redeem
The shackles that just fell from the queen
And the Son of Man was crucified
Just so that the Pharisees could abide
In their positions of power
But everyone who claims to tower
Over another will be brought low
You’re looking down so I thought I should let you know

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