It’s been so long since we touched 
I’m day drinking and my head is fucked 
Thinking about your soul
Trying to kill the longing with Eckhart Tolle
Coz I see you and I’m lost in the cave 
Thinking about who it is I’m gonna save 
With my supernova shine
But are you really mine 
If you’re sharing your bed with her
And we were wed in the water 
That baptised my spirit
There’s a call but I don’t think you hear it
So I back off though my head screams 
He’s the man of your dreams
And I leave down the phone
High off being with you alone 
As we shout profanity
Into what is pure insanity 
And we’ve both had our tussles with the law
As the icicles go through the great thaw
In the winter of my life
It’s a nuclear sort of strife
And is she your wife
I haven’t looked so I don’t know, like
And I swore in 2.0
I wouldn’t let you go
Even if we break up, you know
And it’s December 2012 and I’m crying into the fire
Coz this thing’s not going any higher 
Like the ball in the sky coming back to earth
I don’t think it’s meant to hurt
It’s just the way it is 
And she may be his
Between the lines 
I play it a thousand times 
And almost faint on the floor 
That time when I saw you adore her 
From the inside of your hoodie
I thought she was just your buddy
But I was wrong
And so strong
But I’m spinning out
Tripping on all my self doubt
As I slowly come to realise 
You only saw me in her eyes