The mourning seems to follow me round
I hear it quench and I savour the sound
And my grandmother lay on the settee
And there were moments she did not recognise me
And Rocky was nearby because he knew
Something I could not put words into
And the past comes to mind
And I’m full of tears at what’s left behind
And they say that that’s just life
Because everybody’s wife
Must someday leave this ground
And the weight of hate abound
As the countries bomb each other
And someone cries for their brother
Who is caught in the crossfire
But the powers that be never seem to tire
Of inflicting wrath
And I can’t go back
To how it was before
Before I lost you, mo stór
I was fourteen and the cracked glass
Never thought to ask
Who it was breaking
But I know I am not forsaking
What we are
I look up at every star
And see you there
And the grief is sometimes more than I can bear
Then the light shone
And it was like the pain was gone
But how can I love you if I don’t remember
The loss that your departure engender
And I sit beside you in the hospital bed
But I know you are not in your head
I can feel you floating somewhere above
Looking down and blessing me, love
Like you’ve done for my whole life
I’m just glad no one lives twice
Because I don’t think I could lose you again
And in this world of men
There is a female blessing
That comes through the fold that is distressing
To my core
I don’t know if I believe in God anymore
But I believe that love endure
And you taught me what it means to be pure