Lying awake at night and wondering if the needle is pulling through
And all I can think about is you
In some descent of mystery
Ireland lost in her own history
I stare at the stars out the window
I’m still thinking of him though
And I’m reminded of being seventeen
Before the lightning struck the dream
Of knowing your face
Now you’re something I can’t replace
And the fear of losing you to death
Is the foundation of my regret
And I know what you were thinking of
I could read it in your eyes, my love
And I cracked under the pressure
I fell apart under the fissure
That just opened up between us two
I look at the pain in the eyes of you
As they crumple and grimace
Lines around eyes that cannot finish
The sentences they begin
And I will always be with him
Even if it takes me to the grave
The boy I thought I could save
And he’s shouting down the phone at me
While I lie into the line of indignity
And try to hold the two pieces together
But some things just can’t change the weather
That blows on through
And there may be few
Things on this earth that can catch me by the lapel
But the thought of you in hell
Without me rips the heaven from my grasp
And I know this thing will last
For an eternity
Because you’re not going anywhere without me
And I can hear us cry
As we scream there is no goodbye
That could ever be peaceful between us
I marvel at the creator that must have dreamed us