I want him so bad that it literally hurts
And as time’s going on it’s only getting worse
As he comes and goes, close then far
Says he’s born from the farthest star
And I hold out
Coz I’ve got that doubt
Is he the man I want to marry
Does he see me as an equal or just someone to carry
His child somewhere in the future 
And I had a wound but he was the suture 
That tied it up and kept it in 
Healed my soul with that irreverent grin 
And his eyes dart to and fro
I wonder where his mind would go 
If he could read mine
I know I shine
And I’m a gem in the dark 
It’s just you sorta hit the mark 
Right on the head
And I know you want me in your bed
As you tell me lies
Think I buy the disguise
You’re selling with the full of your heart
Is it just because you want a part 
Of me for your own 
To impress upon me what could be known 
With your help 
And is there anyone else 
In this whole scene 
That could wake me, then take me from the dream 
And you’re shy in a certain way
Not in the usual bashful sway
But in a kind of sensitivity 
When you tell the truth and then look at me 
As though I would judge and turn you out 
But instead I want to kiss your mouth 
Coz this is more than intimacy 
When I trust in what you’re saying to me
And it didn’t break 
It’s just I wake 
From a slumber that was self induced
Startled by what you produced
In your ardent soul 
Do you think we could make our parts whole
If we just dropped the pretence
I think that my defence
Is the thing that separates
Me from men I’d love to date
And that barrier 
Between what we were 
Fell right on through 
And even though I seem distant from you 
Nothing’s changed
I love guys that are sort of strange

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