The weight of pain tries to find me again
And it would search anywhere it could 
Find me in that wood
Because the great and the good
Have no concern
For the way the people burn
Under the might of empire
And the fire 
Is not something I can put out
Under this self doubt 
As I avoid
Catching the eyes of the boys
As they try to catch mine
But I will not do hard time 
Trying to be someone’s version of love
When I’ve been always been obsessed with above
And I can feel the tendrils curl 
Around the frame of the girl
So I abandon her to the ether 
I will not be woman either 
I am not somewhere in between
I am awake to the dream 
Where we live in duality 
And our reality
Is conditioned by the thoughts we entertain
And the rain
Only falls on fields that are green 
Eyes only open once you’ve seen