I love her but she stifles my pain
If you’re cold do you stand out in the rain
Just so you can get wet
There are moments I never forget
Of agony and torment
I don’t know where the power went
That used to flow in my veins 
Now it’s all tears and soaking bloodstains 
On the sheet of my bed
Do you think you could just marry me instead 
I say to the sky
In the guise of some guy
Throwing shapes at me
Is this what it means to be free 
Coz my body changed 
The atoms rearranged
With the meds I take 
I feel like a cake
About to bake
And it’s for who’s sake 
As I fight with her
Silently but it’s not for
Any reason that will do me good 
For she burned down the whole wood 
Then put the matches in my hand 
Told me to trace my heart in sand 
As the ocean encroaches 
I dunno but I didn’t vote for this