The power surges through the line And the fuse blows It's my circuitry And God knows I've done all I can To keep the ship steady Wait for the moment When I am ready But I am pushed out, out Beyond my cave of fear And my web of doubt Be Present, shine And when you do, reflect some of mine I searched tomes And stayed home For fear of my awesome strength Then wonder at weakness and where it all went When the wind blew in a storm And I wondered why it wasn't warm As the lightning cracked And the thunder wondered why you can't take it back Once the lesson is learned And the bridge has been burned And cured of all its rope When do you begin to hope When the crush is all that you know And people you love won't let you go To lead your own life Only visions of derision and being a wife To some also ran Because I can Can simply not See the weather that time forgot In it's oceanic hue It wasn't right but I still choose you