Why do I feel this pain
It’s like all of summer is making it rain
Do I lean into for all that I’m worth
Why does everything like this hurt
Coz I’m dismissed
Do I exist
And if I do is it in the mist
Or the spring of time
Is the answer only to rhyme
The moment down
Coz a white gown
Is less is more
And I forsake all I adore 
And let go all that’s set in store
And the quiet hold
Everything is solid gold 
In the meaning truth
I try to find my lost youth
In the pillars of sin
I loved him so I let him in
Then knocked him out
Pushed him away with all my self doubt
Now I’m tormented true
Because I can never have you
Coz you’re with her 
And even if you weren’t, we’re not what we were
Sitting on a bus
Holding the memory like broken trust
As I search to find 
The number 10 I left behind 
I head into the city
Waiting for the trauma to hit me
As I run for fear
It’s been so long since you were near
And my heart felt peace
They look at curtains when they cease
To pull the scene 
Were you and I just a dream