After the fact they remember the flaw
In the heat the ice thaw
But they can’t go back to the previous page
And all the blood spilled like ink on the page
Writes a story of pain
It’s falling from the sky like acid rain
To peel the paint
It’s overwhelming and I faint
Coz I just can’t carry the weight of sin
But it happened again when I met him
Like everything obliterate
Except love in a holy state
To hold you like a balm
How the hell am I so calm
When Heaven beckons with its lure
And you say that I am pure 
But these past few years
Have torn me asunder with the weight of tears
As I give in to a darkened world
That attempts to kill the girl
In me and make the woman role
Replace the sacredness of my soul
But my heart will never beat in that direction
Go find someone else to be the reflection
Of all you need in female eyes
I am the master of my own disguise