I remember the day the checking started Like some love that was imparted As if I watch every move Of everything as if to prove I could solve every problem Save myself from the doldrum But it only got worse and more severe Now there’s always danger near That I can negate with a tap Just don’t question what I’m at Coz it’s totally normal or don’t you see Not for everyone but it is for me And I’m balancing on a rope so tight As long as I’m steady I’m alright But I don’t have the room to fight I must concentrate on the light And that’s what it’s like to have a reverie From ten years old to twenty three And it’s not what you might imagine It’s kind of like dealing with some sort of dragon That chases me down and holds me to account But I’ve got to be careful because the amount Of stuff that could go wrong Is washed away by this song And I run the risk of walking through This disorder I’ve become accustomed to And letting it go means something new A land untraveled but you Are aching just to follow And now you let everyone know So that they can see that you Struggle with the nighttime too That the darkness has a way Of breaking into the light of day And if you trust and allow The Divine to take control somehow You’ll be carried like a wave The purpose of His Love to save And walk away from all the chasms Like bulletproof teflonic has ‘ems Taking care of all you’ve known I don’t know but it is just shown Like colours of a new born sky I trust the Truth and the lie Is washed away from me once more You gotta love what you adore