Confusion Boughs

The shame eats me 
It's dark inside
And I can't live like this 
For the rest of our lives
I have to be free
To speak my mind
It's not something
I can just leave behind
And love you
I'll leave it
It's not as if 
You'd ever believe it
Even if I told you
Even if I enunciate
But I always just
Get stuck in this state
Where I can't not miss you 
But I can't be 
There for you
Eternally
Not when you leave me 
Alone at the gate
And I bet you thought 
That I would wait
And I guess you were right
And I guess I'm okay
And I guess that I love you
I don't know what else to say

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