The Vapid Stare

There is a vapid stare 
And people think I do not care
But I just reside in thoughtless awareness
I still feel the burn of the unfairness
As they try to draw me back in
It seems I’m free then they begin
With little etchings on the stone
Telling me I’m not alone
And that I must come home
But the other side of a phone
Is a solitary blow
Because you just do not know
What you cannot see
That’s why I’m asking you to listen to me
He talks over my voice
Then tells me it’s coz he’s giving me the choice
To do as I’m told
And if I’m not then I am bold
And not in the brave kind of way
But as in “do what I saw”
I dropped the coal
And then realised that my soul
Was bigger than that
And I found something they can’t take back
With their barbs and wires
And they never tire
Of their opinion boughs
And that I can only do what is allowed
“You’re non-compliant”
Fuck off, I am self reliant
She just glosses over the fact
Then finds another way to get me back
And tie me up in strings
Spider web these broken wings
Til I’m in a bind
And I can’t find
A way out of here
How did I get caught in a diagram, dear?

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