The Anchor

Do you really think you’re king of the patch of ground you command 
Do you really think you have what it takes to make a man
And is that something to be proud of when you look at history
Don’t ask for a defendant when you look at me
Coz I’m not gonna lie or be perfect blonde girl chic
I know it doesn’t matter so I don’t even speak
I just let you have your way as you run all over town
Screaming that you let the flagpoles down
And everyone just bows and nods their heads just so
I’m tied up in ropes that will not let me go
As they constrict the blood as it’s flowing in my veins
As if it’s just my lot in life to be beset by pains
And they’ve got their diagrams and architecture drawing
They have got their eyes and the damn bitch isn’t thawing
They have got their summer and the winter in their bones
There was a song once about being all alone
And it rang truer than a dice flung onto the board
It struck sharper than a knife like the way she’d turn a word
To cut you in half with a single strand of hair
But the worst part isn’t blood, it’s the fact she isn’t there
It’s the fact that the midnight comes to take a soul
And that all I can do is say I don’t want to roll
And he stands at the edge of the monster he has grown
As if he takes joy in that which cannot be known
As if he’s drawing stripes and energy from her
I want to say get out as I stare at the water
And it sucks and it drains and it grows all the plants
From this vantage point it’s as though we are mere ants
And they come to take my body to another place
Til I become the wall that they deface
With pills and with potions, with sympathy and tilts
Their heads and eyes soften as the flower wilts
And the chemicals the pour onto her soft roots
Has a way of denying her ability to shoot
Up from the soil like she has always done
Is the only way forward to admit that they have won
As they try to take each card that I ever earn
But I just throw it in the fire and let the fucker burn

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