She talks me down like I’m on the roof 
Like only a book could ever be proof
Of what is true 
But she doesn’t see what I’m pointing to 
I ask her questions, she gestures lies 
Like the heart is always in disguise 
And never can be revealed 
Like love is something that has been sealed 
Inside a vault 
And it’s all my fault 
When the rage arises 
And there is nothing that disguises 
The moment when 
She shatters me all over again 
Like a glass lampshade breaking on the tiles 
A gift from something that she defiles 
In her anger and pursuance 
I’m startled and fluent 
In a language she cannot speak 
She only tells me that I’m weak 
When I try to put forth 
An analysis of divorce 
Between the spirit of life 
And the way you’re living in spite 
Of all that has been sent 
To you, I look and don’t know where it went 
As we watch forms on the screen 
Moving in and out of a coloured scene 
I thought this must be heaven, she knows who I am 
But three seconds later there’s another plan 
That takes her further afield 
And I know that should I yield 
She would gather me up like the wind 
And convince me that to be free is to have sinned
And I cannot buy 
That particular brand of shy 
Like I should hide my light 
In the brutality you ignite 
As you make strange
I lay down and the atoms rearrange 
Over my head 
As I wake in bed 
A heavy weight pressing down upon my skin 
And this was ten years before I met him 
And his eyes lit up 
And I knew love 
In the instant he gazed 
Into my eyes like his soul was saved 
And maybe it was 
Maybe he left because 
We had separate paths to learn 
But I know that with every twist and turn 
I’m somehow making my way through the forest 
Back to the man that keeps me honest 
And my futile tries to build a bridge 
Is walking over hacksaw ridge 
Trying to sled a sleigh 
But he tells me there’s another way 
And just takes my hand and touches my heart 
And suddenly the monumental starts 
To unfold 
I never knew that fields of gold 
Could manifest in this dimension 
And that space time is just an extension 
Of a deeper kind of whole 
I just want you to know you are my soul