I drank myself dry in 2012 
Because if I don’t this iceberg will melt 
And slip all over the floor
I watch you adore 
Someone else, how did I not see it before
And I’m looking through a window 
I didn’t want anyone to know I stare at him though
Every night before I go to bed 
Now I can’t extinguish the images in my head 
And it was as though I was led
Down the garden path by fate
And I’ve become something you hate
And you wish I would die 
And I’m sorry but I won’t try 
To break the pristine window and glass
If you don’t mind I’m gonna pass
As you see the truth at last
Say that girl’s got class
When you only ever saw me as a piece of ass
You couldn’t quite get to 
It’s because I wouldn’t let you 
Not when you thought of me that way 
But the silence is in what you say
And I can’t take it 
And I won’t fake it 
If I don’t feel it 
So go ahead and deal it 
I’ll hold 
And call your bluff of solid gold 
Do what I’m told? 
I think you’re just getting old 
Like meself 
Don’t go and blame mental health
Coz that is just another trap
Another avenue to map 
The rivers of your being 
And you have a right to what you’re seeing 
If you’re seeing with your own eyes
You have to be, you’ve no disguise 
When you open up 
Is it okay if I call this love?