I hit a bird with my car today
I was crying over Shannon Airport
On the radio
And he flew out in front of me
Black wings, orange beak
And for a moment I could not speak
Because I knew I could not avoid
The collision with
A creature free as the air
One moment gone where he was there
And his body was flung out from behind me
In the wind and the flux of what will define me
On the road to Roscommon town
And I want to drown
In the ocean that rises up inside
Because of the beauty that has died
By my hand
They don’t understand
But that’s okay
There’s nothing I can say
To bring him back
Or speed up or slow down the massive attack
Of guilt that hits me too
Because I know that I am one with you
In the infinite
I fall quiet
And mourn the passing
Of the habit I am harnessing