Walking On Eggshells

I'm walking on eggshells around you 
Because of the darkness that surrounds you
And I'm scared you could take it too far
And tip the edge of the bar
A scale to far to bear
And I'd have to watch the fabric tear
On the dream I had of you and I
I don't want you to die
But I guess it's not in my hands
Not since you said I don't own those lands
Not since you said you don't have the time
To give me what's rightfully mine
So I took the ring and slipped it back on my finger
I left the room and the singer
Seemed to announce my freedom
I didn't realise I could leave him
Alone and together at the same time
And I guess my only crime
Was seeing the truth a little too clear
And that his mechanics run on fear
And servitude
But I would never want that in a dude
To be leashed by a ball and chain
I want to dance in the rain
And kiss by the light of the moon
Move like we're the only ones in the room
Be one beyond union
Never wonder "what are you doing?"
But instead pause to surrender
To wake and remember
Exactly what we are
Take him driving in my car
But he took hot sauce and smashed the windows
He'd hurt me and they're worried but I won't let him in though
And he bays and he brews
And it's always bad news
On the radio when I tune in
And I don't want to ruin him
I want to be free and I wish him the same
I won't take his second name
Or marry what I thought I loved
But was that what you were thinking of
When you looked at me
Or do I know what it is you see
As you bare your teeth
Then I put my arms around you on the street
And you're soft as a daffodil
Flower sitting on the windowsill
And my heart skips out of my chest
And I wonder why it loves you best
And fast forward all these years
There's been a lot of shouting and tears
But as the storm front clears
I think he finally hears
My song as I sing it
I'm the leader and and I bring it

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