Fucked up and interesting but hella blue I’ll never be what you think I am to you Coz you reach and then clutch, you crave and then claw And you care nothing for the great thaw As it pours in rivers down mountainsides There is something in me that always abides And it’s in you too but the blackened soot Means you tread ground everywhere underfoot Til everything’s flattened and everything’s grey I wonder sometimes if you were born that way Or if you grew up to do what you were told And paint others down when they tried to be bold Like you’ve done to me But forever free Is something I’ll always be In spite of your calamitous affair There’s something of real love that is there And God and the blues and diamonds that shine There’s something you take but it’ll never be mine