The love that poisons me 
Is also the one that sets me free
And I can never be the equation
That you are so highly rating 
When you left me to the abyss
And the boy I’d love to kiss
Is somewhere far away
And that day
Is a picture in time 
And the reason and rhyme 
Of another force
Is just an amplitude for divorce
And they snapped the chains on me
Handcuffs they said I’d be
Grateful for in the future 
But the suture 
Just burns in the place they cut 
And he said I was in a rut 
When I’d left what had held me down
And no longer craved the white gown 
And the walk down the aisle 
It looked more like the green mile 
That some criminal would do 
In fear of what I’d lose in you 
So I just breathe 
And accept that I need
Something I can never have
And the feeling bad
Is just the price I pay
For loving an ancestor of Christ that way

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