What’s all this self flagellation on the screen As if I am not still the queen Of my own domain I look outside and it starts to rain And in Ireland it pours It’s still the same man my heart adores Though I never let my mouth speak In case he might think that I am weak For having such tender feelings And for the reeling That he induced When he produced His sense of humour and a pistol Now we’re out dancing in Krystle And its the bane of Dublin City in the mid 2000’s I remember when I thought love meant holding hands And going on walks on the beach Is it what you come to teach That it is the unattainable I can never reach And I may have been eighteen and naive But I still can’t believe You would turn away from all we are I know because there is a star Shining over the place where you abide And I know that you reside With another woman now And she keeps you coming, somehow Always home to her gate And there was never much on my dinner plate To offer up to the sky Only that I was willing to die To bring you to a place of balance And being out of luck is one of my talents When it comes to you I let you see because you wanted me to