Do I hold onto that grudge
That had me trudge
Through the snow
For an eon you know 
But it was also the birth of the sun
Stellar as no one 
Was in my corner
And no one thought to warn her 
Of the advance of time
That would steal everything that’s mine
But this time the brunt of the bitch
Didn’t burst every single stitch 
Yes, it hurt and I cried
Like I always do after the silence has died
In the aftermath of the quiet
There is an unholy riot
That burns my city down 
But this town 
Just seems to go round and round
And the land absorbs the sound
I never wanted to leave
But something in me believe
That I never would have found you
If I had not chanced the blue 
Of Dublin via Dun Laoghaire 
And some part of me thought you feared me 
When I would stop and stare into your soul 
And I know we’re not growing old
Though I don’t know if we’ll speak again
It’s complicated when it comes to men
Coz I don’t want to give the wrong impression
But my confession
Is that I love deep and true
At the drop of a hat when I met you
And you are not in my past
You are in the heart that will everlast
And somewhere in the ocean 
This emotion
Will reveal 
To you how I feel 
For you now and forever
And I will never
Shut you out
You don’t have to doubt
In that fact
I just turned back 
The way I came
And I will never be the same 
As I was before
But you gave me someone to adore
And do I talk about death
And the pain I cannot forget
The crucify 
Hearing the phone ring and I
Just know it’s gonna be bad news
Because swans always swim in two’s 
And when you lose your other half
You also lose the ability to laugh
And somewhere in the scene 
Something kind woke the dream 
So I don’t have to go down that path
But I keep going back 
To fourteen 
And the queen
Of all hell
Rained on me and I never tell
Of her secret heart
Coz she swore me to a silence I can’t rip apart
And she wrote me a letter
To apologise, it didn’t make it any better
Coz the damage had already been done
So I let her go and no one 
Could ever replace
The beauty of her face
But it’s not a human race
So I slow down and let her pass by
Because some day I will die
And I can’t live like this 
Til suddenly I am His
And I can do is say thanks 
For the way she made me walk the plank