She inflects a simple turn of head
And I’m dreaming of him in my bed
As we make mattresses make music
It’s been years but I finally choose it
Come undone in the spokes of you
Threading the needle, you pull it through 
Whether in this season or ones yet to come
He’s like a perpetual burning sun
And I love him or I wouldn’t say
I give it all up okay
Dream of you just holding my hand
Walking the streets or strolling the strand 
That we’ve come to know
And it is the one place that will not let go 
But it’s been years since I found that shore
When I had nothing to adore
And that girl had torn me to pieces
Shredded over a person that deceases 
Despite my best efforts to pray 
Them back into being okay
And she took what was left of me
And cracked the glass with indignity 
As she separated me from all my friends
And told me that this has to end 
Now or never in some way
I sat beside her in Irish and I couldn’t say 
The words I was longing to 
You are no friend, are you 
And the space was distance long
But she did me wrong 
In my mind 
In her own she was left behind 
By some great power of weight 
So now she gets by on the hate
She hurls at anyone close to her
And I know now what we were 
That she was only ever on my side
When she could beat me with her stride
Being longer than mine
But I don’t have the time 
To waste on you 
So I let you just do what you do 
And fuck everything up 
So you can realise it was never love
On this side of the fence
And they say that the first defence
Is an act of war 
I just don’t want to be around you, mo stór