It’s a grievance, this hate that’s burning inside And my gratitude for being alive Is unsustained And it rained On the sunniest day Everyone asking if I was okay But I can’t have you Though it’s not as if I even wanted to And you’re far away I only came to say I think you’re awesome, okay And you fire back a retort I guess you were a little short In the olden days And there are so many ways I can’t have you At least not like you wanted me to And I sigh Is forever just a long goodbye As the darkness calls Leads us down miscellaneous halls To where it all began And I ran For my life You want a wife And I’m all open seas You’ll never get me on my knees Begging to hold The absence of which you scold Like a never say die I know I caught your eye It’s just your heart is free And I don’t want it to capture me And let all my toil Simply going off the boil Because this love is real And there are things that will heal If you want them to If you let me I will hold you In my steady gaze I don’t need no hero to try and save Me from what I already am I guess it’s less without a plan