I can feel the fervent hope start to diminish As I watch the age of us finish And a new one begin It’s not about who win As the demons drag me under And the thunder Knows no bounds When it comes to overwhelming sounds I’m stuck in St. Pat’s With the pain turned up to max And all the doctors just attack Me with their pills It’s like a display of wills As they try to force me to obey And fall into their particular sway And say “it’s just psychosis” But I have always been precocious And spit back at them “I swear if you say that again I will bring the full weight of the world Down to earth to be hurled At your statin skin” Then I just look away from him Because he never hears me And the day just nears me When it will be revealed And all the life congealed Like a scab on my finger I’m a poet, some kind of singer Who has a melody in her mind And just because I left it behind Doesn’t mean it doesn’t still ring true I blackmail the best of you Into submission And my commission Is a death most profound I did it coz I hear the sound Of echoes infinite I woke up in the dead of night