What to do when the darkness eat me 
Do I just let the trauma unseat me 
As I bridge the gap 
All the people told me to map 
With my eyes
And I live in disguise 
As I agree with what they say
But it only ever gets in the way 
Of what I mean 
And it was just a dream 
That I could occupy 
A place where people go to die
It was like a graveyard of sin 
And I just walked into it with him 
So he would not be alone
I clicked like on my phone 
And so it began 
But I ran 
From the grasp of the window keepers
And I was in the ward when the sleepers
Came to check on my eyes
And the tendencies of things to die
The light was blinding and I try to explain
That I love the rain 
But it goes unheard
And the bird 
Sits on the sill
I know I said I would but I never will 
Give up the fight
I just want you to know I am alright
In my sunshine boots
And underneath the tree has roots
That go deep into the soil 
And when the pot has come to the boil 
You take it off
I know it coz I paid the cost