She searches for a forever
And every endeavour 
She touches with her hands
Turns into slipping sands
I find myself on my own 
And we have not grown 
Out of each other 
We have just found that it smother 
To attach a brick 
To the hand which throw at a bitch 
Of a window 
It wouldn’t let me in though
So I just cried outside the door 
Til I couldn’t find my eyes anymore 
There was no death I could ever have died
That would amount to the way I lied 
About who I was 
Just because
It would fall outside the fold
And I had always been the child made of gold 
But it’s finally come to the scene 
That where I used to dream 
I must make real
And steal 
Away into the night
So that others might see the light
When they’re confused and in the dark 
And know that no mark 
That they ever could sustain 
Would mean they have weathered rain 
There is something pristine 
I say it loud and proud in the dream 
So, that like a pinch 
You might wake and cinch 
The enlightenment you crave
It’s not the superman that save
But the place from which he came 
And now that I know it’s name 
I’ll never be the same