When Deirdre splintered the ash She took the money and ran with the cash As the Sun struck the stone And I was never alone In the great swathe I was saved From a fate worse than death But my greatest regret Is that I can’t mend the sea And I must live with what she’s taken from me And I fight and I struggle to get away From what was born that day The sinking feeling, the weight of dread Let’s not be friends, that’s what she said Because I can’t relate to you Everyone else is what I’m sticking to And I was only too pleased to give her what she wants But something within me still haunts My waking hours And the powers Of all that be Are continuously putting pressure on me To turn that carbon into gem The diamond and me are talking again About how the weight solidifies And changes shape before your eyes Into an enlightened stance As the wind watches the leaves dance On the screen of life Somebody’s wife Is calling over the hill I never knew Death til the Holy Will Took me under its sacred wing Says I must give up everything To be true Foremost in that is my grudge against you And what I hold Can never be transmuted into gold If it don’t give way Can I find equanimity in what you say