It feels like a rebellion just to be true I can't accept the things I can't do I can't accept the lines as they trace my frame I am not simply the words of my name It feels like a rock which is stopping the tide As the water pushes forward but it can't hide The strength of the stone embedded in the deep Thousands of years its place at the keep I feel like the flow is all at my back And is trying to push me forward Will I let go and finally fall Or am I too much of a coward Does it really take much to be human at all Or am I just losing this fight I don't think its this hard to fill out a card To say it all is alright Now the water is deep and the water is wild And its been a while since I've been a child Can I really tell the colour from grey Or is it all blended blurred in such a way I want to be weak and I want to be strong I want to feel like there's nothing wrong But something stirs deep inside to wake And it isn't for my own sake So you say life's a dream and it always has been Should I just take your word I'd have to agree as to all it could be But that's the most truthful that I've ever heard Now I love someone but its not to be done And I think my heart just might break And still deep inside something stirs in my eyes Calling me to wake