I was so bitter and so undecided I'm better than that now Or is that just arrogance I haven't learned to allow I look at all the hurt And I see a damaged girl In the centre of it all In a heavenly swirl I see me lashing out In words and treble tones Looking for absolution In a world of groans But you can't find it here My sweet petalled child You'll never find through war What is free and wild You'll never find through hurt The place that you can't touch And it is not a weakness To love someone that much