Tag: ocd

Burning Love

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All these people who kill my vibe 
Does death even know that I’m alive
And they stuck a knife in me from the back
I really wasn’t ready for the attack
From my nearest and dearest and friends who are foes
And it’s all rebel business and anything goes 
As we arm up for a showdown 
But I’m short on food so I’ll head into town
And sweat bullets down the aisle
Cue me on time to smile
When the moment requires
Do you see all these grapevine fires
Lighting me up
It kinda caught on, this burning love

Not In A Million Years

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Not in a million years or any version of reality
Could life replace what you mean to me 
And I know I was mad on the phone
A passionate Aries all alone
As you fit me into the box
Of a woman in need of locks 
So I rebel, rebel 
And tell you to go to hell
Coz you don’t understand 
You’ve only ever been a man
And the status quo
Is not something I’d like to keep, so
I smash right through the walls you construct
And I don’t give any fucks 
A delectable female on the line
That only wants to make you mine
And I hear the silent pause
That doesn’t obey any laws
Or gravity
What do you think of me 
I shudder and the earth quake
I’m sitting in the room and I shake 
As I try to hold it all in
But I love, I love him
And I’m hearing voices in my head
One tells me to just go to bed
And rest and keep
The best of me for sleep
Let the softness ensue
And I remember that song came out too
That August but I felt nothing at all
Except like banging my head against the wall
And it is silent desperation as I wake at three
Think the devil is talking to me
And the lights all went out
It coincided with my doubt
So I ran to Jennai
How do I remember the name of the nurse 
That sprinkled sawdust on a golden hearse
That seems to carry my body from place to place 
While the demons just lay waste
To the life I used to know
You told me to just let go…

Cops

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I resent psychiatry
It doesn’t speak to the heart of me
It is all reductionism
All ardent relativism
And there are no kernels there
No truth at which I can stare
Only a brandishing of a knife
Do this because it is right
And as I say alright
Or you will regret the fight
So the rebel in my bones
Purposefully throws stones
At their shield of hate
You know nothing about my state
You know nothing of what I am
There is nothing you understand
You categorise and fool
Yourself into thinking your tool
Is more than simpatico
Just, will you just, let me go
But the chains held firm
I had to learn what it is to burn
Under the oppression of another being
But it was good for the seeing
Because in the solitary confine
Of the darkness that is mine
I opened my third eye blind
Now it is I who will be kindperfectly-looped-gif-seemless