The girl inside of me was tapped to be prefect but I had to decline
Because perfection could never be mine
And keeping others rules
Was never the way for the stowaway schools
And I unlocked a cabinet door
Til all the information fell on the floor
And I rifled through the different papers and sleeves
To find something I could believe
And it was never about coming to be
It was all about what I could see
And I found a telescope so I could look
I found an internet, I found a book
And always it was always about
How do people kiss without doubt
And I smiled and I wrung my hands
And love is awesome but slipping sands
Mean the time is now
Does the girl learn how to bow
Like in a childhood dream
I did not want to be a queen
Closer to a concubine
I read the word and it felt just fine
And I slipped the sneaky through programmes and film
Because I could never be just okay with the screen
I wanted to find something of the beyond
So at twenty two I abscond