He moves in shadows and I sense his presence
He doesn’t say anything and I’m still only guessing
His eyes hold mine and it’s like a sin
When will he realise I only want him
And it’s not about wives and picket fences and lawns
It’s the gaping black hole when he is gone
And the sun that pours through it like an eternal star
When we look into what we are
He laughs, he looks at me, I stifle a grin
I cannot lose so I let him win