Walking To The Water

I ran away to escape your house 
The one that makes me quiet as a mouse
To suffer your storm
And what is warm
Is cold as hell
As all these people wish you well
Then trap you in a turn of phrase
The demon it took an eon to raise
And who am I supposed to praise
For being punished for what my heart says
For I love him so
And a thousand miles cannot let him go
I found the bend in the fork
When I was lying in New York
Under a darkened zoom
It was quiet in the room
And I called out “David” and whispered to him
Roused him from the sleep he was in
Til he turned and looked into my eyes
And sees that which never dies
I know you’ve been though the sea
Just to find your way to me
I know you’ve been through the forest
Just to find a girl to keep you honest
And she looks fine
But does she realise that you are mine
And have always been
From the first moment you were seen
To the last
We’ve lived many lives in the past
And we’ve been together
Somehow amidst the weather
That just seems to rain
And we inflict pain
On our soul
Because we can’t find the part that would make us whole
In another’s gaze
“Don’t worry, child, it’s just a phase
You’ll grow out of it”
But I doubted it
Like I doubted the law that reminds
You must find a body to bind
So that you can make two
And make another out of you
But it’s just not for me
I remember the day he said to me
About a friend of mine
You’ll have babies running around in time
And it twisted my insides like a knife in a knot
It hurt a lot
Because that’s not something I would ever want to do
At least not with anyone but you
And maybe not even then
All I know is I end my prayer with amen
When I pray for you
I hope you find the water the Lord leads you to

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