I can’t abide the water as it flows through tears 
And I can see that it has been cried for years 
And I’ve been writing this story 
Since before you think you know me
And somehow I can trace the line 
Back through webs that I design 
To hold the weight of information 
And all the ways I get above my station 
And into the cloud 
And is it a vice to be proud 
Because it’s always been my fatal flaw 
And in the midst of this thaw 
I can see broken pieces of ice 
That shatter like glass across my life 
And it makes a masterpiece of colour and hue 
When the light reflects off those parts of you 
That you don’t let anyone see 
And I know it’s not just me 
That is grappling with the cliff
And a massive what if
Of what could have been 
Does everyone have a dream 
And if it does not fulfil
Do you lose your will 
To survive 
All I know things are better alive
Coz I’ve tried dead as hell and a blank slate 
Is something I’ve come to hate
As it steals all my flair 
But there’s no point lying, I want to be there 
As I lie in bed and wish it away 
All the things I cannot say
And it comes to my door and then it leaves 
And there’s something better than what the mass believes 
Because there is a knowing you can touch 
And I love it so fucking much