I see the grey mist descend 
And then I know she won’t be my friend 
For all she sees is what she carves 
And she doesn’t do illusion by halves 
And I try to set it right 
But she turns back on it like it’s a fight
And she must prove her point 
Hits me so that she can anoint 
Me with her favour 
And if I found the saviour 
It was freedom from all of this 
It felt more like true love’s first kiss 
And the shelter it gave was born 
From the place the sky was torn 
It was rendered from the veil 
And everytime without fail
When I look up I see that patch 
The barely sewn that becomes a latch 
On which I can get out the gate 
And reside in the place that made me wait
For the moment to be just so 
Because you can’t align until you do, you know 
And I don’t want to fire arrows at those I love 
But sometimes the truth is not above 
But right where you are 
And finding it never got me far 
From the deep 
That follows me to sleep 
Like a favourite bedfellow 
And I couldn’t be more mellow 
If I tried 
So I just fake it til I’m fried 
Out and singed at all the edges 
Someone somewhere is cutting hedges 
And I can’t see over them any more 
But I live in a subterfuge I adore 
Because I know your wedding bells 
Ring like the sound of the seven hells 
That encircled me that night 
And you cannot put right 
What you didn’t do wrong 
Let me go and sing your song