There was a hotel bathroom in the midst of my hell 
And I wished you well 
But I also screamed 
And it was the beginning of the nightmare I dreamed
For three solid years
Til Eckhart came to rescue me from the tears
And I just opened up 
Because there was no doubting that love 
Not when it’s wide open and free
And brimming with unconditionality 
And I made my way back to your door
But you said you don’t love me anymore
And I just stared at the scene 
Knowing full well it’s only a dream 
But then the buildings crashed and tumbled
The cake was baked and the cookie crumbled 
And I was suddenly running for my life 
All because you wanted a wife
And now your wrath 
Is so angry it won’t take me back 
I feel the vipers stare 
And the people who think they care 
Operate together 
And come to influence the weather 
And it rains down 
On the pavement that I pound
In my attempt 
To know where it went 
When it promised to be for all time 
Now it’s just another crime 
Committed by someone who don’t exist 
Some kind of ego in the mist 
Responsible for all this trouble 
People sitting in their bubble 
And me and the girls were in a huddle 
When I realised something all of a sudden
This is as good as it’s gonna get 
And I cannot forget 
What you mean to me 
Mol is confused and you gaslight the sea 
And trick me into thinking 
That all this drinking 
Will bring me some kind of proof 
As you hold yourself aloof 
But I know you care 
But, say it, I do not dare 
Because every time I do 
I’m faced with the monument of you 
Towering over my body warm 
And I don’t understand that fucking storm 
That raged in 2014
I tried to stifle my scream 
In a pillow 
So no weeping willow 
Would have a hold on me 
But they locked me up to set me free
And if that ain’t country I don’t know what is 
Until I realised I am His