I found love bubbles in the male
But something in me is not for sale
And every man I get close to 
Just wants to own what I give to you
And it issues from the Source
I let the river run and there’s no remorse
That could ever make me sorry for what I said to you
I let you in because I wanted to 
I unlocked the gate and held it open
And you looked into my eyes like “here’s hoping”
But I was never to be girlfriend material 
I am bound to the ethereal 
And I take my light from the depths
Not a women to bury her regrets
In a man
As if she can
And then a child
Watch them while they’re still wild 
And growing up and young
Then she wonders what she’s become
I never wanted to embody
What becomes run down and shoddy
So I fight it out with a knife and a cut
But
I end up just the same 
Worn out and tired and grey
I’ll be free if that’s what you say
But will never build the blockade
I am not all the rage
You pour into you pull and push
For some kind of rush 
To keep you from the dark 
And the mark
It made on you 
Is an X marks the spot for finding what’s true