The self same shame comes to haunt my days 
And it is the same in oh, so many ways 
As I feel the pull of the energy
Lower down and it’s defeating me 
As I become what I’d never be
Obsessed with image and eternity
Seems to recede
Into something which I just believe 
In on a day like this 
Jesus was betrayed by a Judas kiss
Upon his cheek 
And I am weak 
When I come to say
That is not okay
And I hold it against her for years 
And it is the reflection in my own tears
That prompts me to change
And the atoms rearrange 
In their own way and form 
And while the heat is warm 
I keep my hands by the fire 
But I tire 
Of being something that never ends
And I’ve lost my share of friends 
In the fight I’ve had with the wind
When I was seven they told me I’d sinned
And I needed to tell
Parts of myself that belonged to hell
So I began to think
And wonder where it was I sink
I fight with my sisters, I tell a lie
Then four years later my grandfather die
And I pummel the walls
That keep us separated down the halls 
And somehow in that great expanse
Something was born that made my heart dance
And showed me that there is a light
That never goes out and that they are alright
The ones that have crossed the bridge 
Of something that always Is
And evermore 
Becomes the heart of me, mo stór 
As it whispers to me 
That death is merely being set free
Into the great forever
And no endeavour 
Is ever lost 
I was a child and I paid the cost
In believing what I was told
And so I seem to grow old 
And into a skin that is miles long 
But maybe that belief is wrong 
As something ever pure 
Is more than diamonds and demure 
It is deep and it is real
And it is not just what I feel 
But everlasting in it’s sight
I feel the burn and let it light
Up into the chaff that resides
In the depths of who I am, derides
And finds the fuselage to learn 
That the world will continue to turn 
Long after the wheel has subsided 
I look at you and the peace abided