***Trigger Warning*** A critical look at imperialism as it pertains to the country I grew up in - Ireland. It is not meant as an attack, just a look at attitudes and feelings that exist in the wake of colonialism, even years after the events took place. I touch on famine and war and how the reaction to that is anger towards the occupying force. This is meant to be an exposition of emotion and the often suppressed pain that is felt by both the people of the land in question and the outside force that attempts to take over. Growing up it was clear to me that there is a lot of unacknowledged generational pain in the psyche of the Irish and how, by bringing this trauma into conscious awareness, we can transmute it and become bringers of peace and acceptance to our own lives and the lives of all we touch upon.
I talk about the Great Thaw which I feel is happening now, in the collective unconscious of the human race. Old patterns are coming up to be recognised and met with awareness. In that we can release ancient pain that has lived in our minds and bodies for millennia. The history of humanity has been replete with violence. War has been endemic. I feel we are entering a new phase of our development where we can evolve beyond war and hatred and come to see our shared humanity in what was previously an “enemy”.
In doing this I look to my own mind and the biases and conflict inherent in it. I present this poem as evidence of all that remains to be healed in the context of the relationship between the Irish and British, a relationship fraught with tension and pain. -———————————————————-
“The English are bastards” So the thought form goes They’ve battered the coast With too many blows As the indigenous people Barely survive They call us the “natives” And dominion thrives In the land across the Irish Sea And it wasn’t as though it was done to me But generations ago an early grave Roads to nowhere as though they could save The peasants from the lowly tread Between laziness and ending up dead Coz the economy, now the IMF Falls upon ears that are deaf As they urge austerity And who we used to be Comes springing to the fore Are we becoming who we were before Victims to an imperial race They way they do it, it’s a damn disgrace Now buildings are burning in China and Asia You talk about value like it doesn’t phase ya As Western Civilisation rises On the back of others and it disguises Its thinly veiled attempt On the place where dignity went Askew And I’m talking to you The top dog As people work turf on the peat bog Can you see through the fog That hazes our vision And are all attempts just derision In an empty grave Must we all be somebody’s slave Or can we forgive Those who let live On an ocean of pain One thing we’re not lacking is skies of rain And will it happen again That old reign Of a country that just takes our grain When the people are starving And I’m not for sparring Or getting even It’s just believing That the Queen can bow her head At our war dead In the Garden Of Remembrance And all the disingenuousness Fades away A monarch, a symbol of sorry, okay And we are just an island With its fair share of violence Embedded in its history Pirates then subjects to inane victory And Tuatha Dé Dannan Not the sound of the cannon Firing on Liberty Hall Is it just off the wall To speak and expect it to be heard If she sings will you listen to the bird Of woe and awe I think we’re beginning the Great Thaw