I wanna reach out to him
He’s on the other side of the glass 
But I’m too scared to ask 
Coz the last time we met
Is something we’d better forget
And my confidant says 
He doesn’t love you anyways 
And I take it to heart
Because he has the greater part
Of my soul
When we met I was whole 
And laughing with the joy 
Of such a crack me up boy
But there’s darkness too
And I see it in your eyes 
It’s like you drop the disguise 
When we’re all alone 
And I never gave you my phone 
To put your number into 
And what we put each other through
In all these years
I veritably cry your tears
When you’re sad
And you’re the best I never had 
As you share it with her
I know it’s not what we were
But envy strikes 
And burns me with its candlight
Coz I would like to share
My spirit with you there 
And you kiss
And I miss 
The photo in the reel
But when I see it the air steal
Out of the balloon I carry
The one I feel I marry
In the silent moment of us
Is this devastation broken trust?