There is wonder in the dance
And you think about a second chance
To do everything over
But would you take it if you didn’t know her
And had to live the death again
The taking away of women and men
And I know I may be traumatised
By a past life where people died
Beyond my control
And there is a shake, rattle and roll
That soothes my soul
Like an old car on the way to the Mega Bowl
To celebrate a birthday or two
Eleven years old and walking with you
Into our teens
And all the screams
Fall silent sometimes
There was horror in this childhood of mine
As I lay in my bed and dreamed
Then woke up paralysed and screamed
And ran out of the doors
Into the light and love implores
Me to just take it easy
But I’ve never been so breeze
As I was at twenty two
Just after discovering you
And the lightness held
In the depths that weld
Themselves to my heart
I know it’s about the taking part
But somehow I’ve always wanted to win
The prize, the guys, the loyalty of him
But it doesn’t work that way
And all I can really say
Is that the writing has called me since I was yay high
And I know the people die
In foreign lands
At the hands
Of those who claim to be just
And broken dust
Falls like paper burnt to cinders
Ashen and my fingers limber
Yearn to call them out
Like darkness in my own self doubt
Is the world on a turning point to see
That good can be bad when it isn’t me
And I would never do you wrong
But when people belong
To a tribe and dwell
They can inflict all kinds of hell
On those who have no way to defend
The hearts that break only to mend
Themselves in solid steel
Can you blame the way they feel
When they suffer in the rubble
And the ground shakes to signal trouble
In the outer sphere
If your compassion doesn’t extend to fear
Then is it real
And can I heal
And be the wholeness to embrace
The people that the pain deface
And I watch his eyes
As a child cries
Before his lens
Is it too late to make amends
And ask for a ceasefire to be held
I know the North of Ireland well
And somehow it has been a fragile peace
Not watching another youth decease
In the wreckage of flame
Everyone has a name
That they go by
To their loved ones and the lie
Is that there is no way to be
When you’re running from history