Crime And Punishment

How about goodbye
And you made me feel like I wanna die
So I close the door
Pretend I don’t love you anymore
But I do
It’s always you
Amid the curtains pulled
And the pain, it dulled
As the years passed
But I wanted it to last
So I would have something to hold onto
But your love stuck like glue
In my heart
And though we are miles apart
And time and space
None of it is gone to waste
Because I would do it a thousand times over
Just to find your four leafed clover
Growing in the grass
And I loved to learn in class
But nobody taught me a lesson like you
I’m just not sure I wanted to
Let you go
And I know
That everyone dies
And the child cries
When her grandfather passes
And it’s the wisdom of the masses
To mourn and then move on
But there is a hole where he is gone
And nothing can repair it
I dare it
To swallow me whole
But my soul
Just grows more vast
And life asked
Me to be free
So I let go and eternity
Came to kiss my lips
In the middle of an eclipse
Where all was night
But in the darkness shone a light
And nothing can drench it
Nothing can quench it
No pulling thread
Can unmake where I made my bed

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The Non Spectacular Nature Of Now

The non spectacular nature of Now 
Is something that makes me weak somehow
As I stare at the trees
They remind me to get up off my knees
And stand in the shine that is the sun
Like God is calling and I am the one
Who must walk the path of being still
And many things change, this never will
As the ochre of sunsets burn in your eyes
And there is a love that never dies
I found it on the green of the room
Across from the front hall and I attune
To the sound of Heaven’s bells
As they call out to me amid ne’er do wells
And I’m walking down paces on the avenues
I’m all red as they play the blues
In summertime or winter cold
I’m frozen at the age of not getting old