To love you is to jump through hoops And we are surrounded by suits Telling us what to do But you always walked on your own, didn’t you And I admire Your defiant, blazing fire And, the smoke, it plumes And fills all the rooms With your stardust I seemed to have just brushed It off my shirt The bathroom and the way it hurt As I hide in bed Back to playing in the shed When we were ten years old Before the streets were paved with gold As I find Something time left behind I pick up the broach As, subject to reproach, I stand still And their diamond will Can’t move me Now that I pulse like the sea In a current deeper due And the hue Of the evening sky Reflects against my waning lie As I learn to be true And lean back into You The one and only that ever is There are times I call it His Because the language that I’ve learned Is to speak of the shrub that burned For Moses in the cave Or St. Paul and the light that save All the Christians from his wrath It’s a revelation that won’t turn back From its origin, from its source And all the remorse Washes like waves and the tide Pull the heart that keeps me alive In this body and warm As the house is battered by the storm That I resist And exist As torrential rain Would I go through it again Just to see you smile And all the while You endure And I pure Clash with the waters deep In the secret that we keep Enclosed and safe Entering the holy cave
There are days that age you
More than time ever can
Because in a moment
You see
All that you are
And are not
And you come to realise
In the revolution of a star
That the light you threw
Has gone out
And shines no longer
And then the darkness
The deep unenviable darkness
Seems all there ever is
And oblivion can never really be known
But there is an order to this universe
Amid all the chaos
That cannot be seen with human eyes
But can be felt with the heart
And points nowhere, neither up nor down
But back to the true source
Of everything
Where light and dark are merely concepts
In the power of who you are