Wrecking Ball

There was a demon I saw in her 
It let go and destroyed what we were
And it’s belligerence knocked buildings and homes
Til I was in a room crying all alone
And trying to find even keel
Because of all this weight that I feel
And I try to tell souls but they don’t care
Or they don’t understand because they weren’t there
When it all went down
As she screams into her cup
And I have had enough
Of that rejection
So I depart from natural selection
And find my own ground
It is a peaceful sound
In my room all alone
And I lock the darkness out of my phone
Because I gravitate
Towards the light that equivocate
The messes I have made
And if you’re a tree do you love shade
Just because that’s what you cast
I didn’t think this thing would last
So very long
And I know I look strong
But the wind knows the weakness in my knees
The foibles in what I believe
To be true
Why do I still trust you?

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Inexplicable

There's nothing I can say
That explains what I mean
The closest I can come to
Is that life's a dream

But that's even in the story
It's not waking up
I guess you could call it
A kind of love

But it's not static
It's dynamic and moving
Like clouds on the run
That needs no improving

And I want to say
That you should trust yourself
Don't be depending 
On anyone else

Not even on me
And the light I see
In the depths of my heart
Is where you'll always be

Not hidden away
But burning with fire
All heat from the furnace
That only gets higher